It was not enough that we were condemned into a life of silence and secrecy. You wanted us to feel ashamed and unnatural for our feelings. You used us for what you wanted, but you were at no fault.
We were trash.
We lived a life in the dark and in alleys and on street corners.
We took our feelings and suppressed them. We were told we were wrong and not normal. There was something wrong with us. We were deviant. We were sick and had to seek treatment.
We had to run from you, because you were afraid of us.
We were not like you, so we were wrong. We could not dress or act like ourselves. We were seen as counter culture. We were not allowed to be individuals or we’d be seen as rogues and rebels.
We were not allowed to love ourselves, let alone love someone else. You demonized us. You made us into monsters, murderers, and criminals, crazy people who would destroy families, institutions, and civilizations, just by being ourselves.
In order to exist, you made us novelties. Some big joke to laugh at. We were not equal we were sidekicks. Our lives were stereotypes that you gave us. We were a part of some secret corner of life, because we could not be included in yours. We made our own culture and had our own lives because you did not want to see us or exist outside of your restrictions. We meant nothing to you and you were content to let us die when we were sick.
You taught your children that we would hurt them and meant harm. We were seen as dirty and unclean and wanted to “recruit” others to live our disgusting and sinful lives. You were not content though, you turned social institutions against us. Religion, government, healthcare, and education saw us sinners, unequal, incurable, and dangerous. We were not protected under the same document as you, though we paid our taxes and our money was green. We were not protected from harm and you were often encouraged to hurt us, because we needed to be fixed and taught a lesson.
We marched and we shouted, but we were pushed against a wall.
We wanted to live our lives and love who we wanted like you, but we were denied. Somehow our actions would hurt you, so you took actions to hurt us. You wanted to keep us in this separated lifestyle away from you. You were jealous that somehow we could be as happy as you, but in a different way. It made you nervous that we were different. You made us hate ourselves because we could not be like you.
You used forces to spread lies that we took away your freedoms and choices to live like you wanted while you took away our freedom and choice to live like we wanted.
We have continuously shown you that we are just the same. We bleed when we have been beaten, we cry, we laugh, and we love. We want families like you, we want to pray alongside you, and we want to feel as though we are safe under the same principles as you.
We have fought you and when we lost we seek to blame ourselves. We take small victories while we leave others unprotected and without justice. We have excluded those who have fought alongside us because we are not focused and united as we should be.